Monday, September 10, 2012

Ugh.

I honestly do not know where to start.  I started blogging several years ago to show people what my life was like.  Things I love, places I went, and people I know and met.  And it feels like it just used to come so natural to me.  Lately even though I have the time, I just feel like I don't have it, or an idea to blog.  I used to be so passionate about it all.  I read so many and a few are mothers, who not only work, and take care of their children, but also find time to blog and take pictures during the day for the blog and photoshoots for the style aspect of it.  I feel like I should be doing those things because I have no children and at work I always have time.  I just can't figure out what to write about.  I guess I have bloggers block...but it has lasted way too long.  And I feel like just giving up and hanging this blog up.  It just seems like I prefer reading blogs to actually running one.  I mean it's not really hard once you put your mind to it.  But lately I have been in this funk where I feel no creativity in me whatsoever.  I see so much around me.  Everyone I know is so creative, whether it be playing music, drawing, cooking, or writing.  And I feel like I don't possess any of those things and it bums me out sometimes.  That being said I am so thankful to have Timmy.  He makes me feel like I possess something that nobody else does, something better.  To get to the point.  I will not be blogging anymore. For a while at least.  Thank You to those of you who have read.  I'll be back.  Soon :]