A little Late...

I am way behind on my Thankful Thursday and Friday Favourites because of illness....So last week kind of sucked.  I woke up at about 3am tuesday morning with really bad pains in my pelvic area... like the feeling of holding your pee for about 7 hours...but I didn't have to.  I couldn't really sleep after that.  So wednesday I figured I might have a uti... so I went to walgreens and got a uti screening test and it was positive for a uti so I bought some cranberry juice and hoped to flush it out.  Wellll Wednesay at about 2 am I was awoken by severe cramping on the right side of my abdomen all the way up to my ribs...it was unbearable and gave me the severe chills and I could barely walk...so Timmy took me to the Emergency Room.  I was there for about 3 hours...So tired... I had literally been going on only 4 hours of sleep in two days... They took blood...and I'm not gonna lie.. I was terrified.  I have never given blood or had any taken that I can remember.  So for having it done the first time feeling like crap.. I was nervous.  It wasn't bad at all.  They rushed the results and in about an hour told me what I already knew... that I had a Uti and that it was causing the bad stomach pains...I had taken an antibiotic for it 4 hours previous to going and they gave me another one and some painkillers....I got home at about 4:45 and tried to go to sleep feeling a little better.  Timmy and I watched netflix instead and fell asleep around 6 and I woke back up at 6:45 having to throw up.  I never ever throw up. Even when I have the flu.  So throwing up then sucked big time.  And I thought that would be all of it.  Nope.  I threw up a couple more times before going to work.  Everyone told me to stay home but it was the day before Thanksgiving and one of the busiest days for us at work.  So I decided to tough it out.  I got sick on the way there and then a few more times after I got to work.  They had me lay down on the couch in the back and take a nap, because I was feeling way worse and looked like death.  Man that was the worst day.  I was so weak and dizzy and kept having to get sick.  It felt like my eyes were about to pop out and the tendons in my neck were about to burst because I was heaving so hard.  I couldn't keep any liquid down either.  By 7 that night I felt much better, but had to wake up at 3:45 to put the turkey in the oven.  I felt so much better the next day.. thank God.  I got to enjoy my families dinner then go to Timmy's parents for the first time for Thanksgiving Dinner.  It was all so good.  So I will be doing my Thankful Thursday and Friday Favourites today...but it will be more like Monday Favourites!  So Here Goes!

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Thankful Thursday!

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First I am thankful to God.  Without him I would have nothing.  I would be nothing.  God has never let me down. Never upset me. Never Angered me.  He has done nothing but give to me.  And he's always there when I need someone to talk to.  I know everything that happens, does so for a reason and I will not ever question it.

Second I am thankful for My Parents.  Crazy, Loud.  Thats what they are and  I will never change it.  They have provided for me the best a parent can.  They have shown me unconditional love.  And One day after all the years of them taking care of me I will take care of them.

Third I am thankful for My Siblings. Also Loud and Crazy.  They are each their own and I love every one of them.  But I am especially thankful for My sister Lynn and my Nephew Cason...My best friend since I could speak..and a nephew I consider my own and will treat like my own until the day I'm not here anymore.

Fourth I am thankful for Timmy.  We have been through so much.  I will love you until my very last breath.  You make me incredibly happy.  You do everything for me, even when I say I can do it myself.  You are always here for me. You are my rock...as cheesy as that sounds, I honestly do not know what I would do if you were not here with me. You never judge me.  You deal with so much for me and I am beyond words thankful for that.  I love going to sleep and waking up next to you each and everyday and look forward to spending the rest of our lives together.  I love You.

Fifth I am thankful for all of my nieces and nephews.  You are all so special.  You make me smile everytime I see you.  And I love each of you like you were mine.

Sixth I am thankful for Timmy's Family.  You have welcomed me into your family and treat me with nothing but respect and kindness and I love all of you.  Thank You so much for everything You have done.

Seventh I am thankful for Marie and her family!  Words can't express the love I have for you guys.  Seriously you treat me like I am you own sister, daughter and have shown me nothing but love since the moment I have met you.  I miss all of you guys so much and can't wait to visit soon!

Eighth I am thankful for Miss Kayla!  Man we were bff's in 4th grade and reconnected on facebook haha!  But seriously having you as a friend again is amazing.  You are always there for me when I need a friend to talk to and I am there for you!  You are one of the coolest people I have ever known!

Last but definitely not least... I am thankful for Deal Me In (Walt, Doyle, Eric)  Man you guys are so awesome!  You make Timmy so happy and to see how he gets when he talks about you guys and the band and the possibilities coming your way.  It makes me beyond words happy when He gets that happy.  You guys are some of his only friends that stuck around.  You are all such good dudes and I love you all :]

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belated.

 I remember playing this in class if we had free time!

 I think My Nephews NEED these asap!

 I want to make this really purtty diy flower frame

 <3 old cameras

 I'm really gonna need these this holiday! Super Cute!

I think I'm ready for Christmas!  All The Music and Lights and Decor!

MUSTARD YELLOW!

I have been too obsessed with this color for fall.  I adore it and need to go out and get more Mustard Yellow things!

 Wish List?!

 I found a dress similar to this that I'm gonna snag later on today!

 I need to hit the Thrift stores asap.

 I would loooove this camera this color!

 Oh Me Oh My!

 WantWantWantWant

 I need a new winter jacket... this one please!!!

 <3

I WILL have this one day... I Promise!

What are YOUR favourite things today?!

I have been obsessed with this band for a while but recently got back into em and boy!  Gahh I love this song.  It's on my repeat list.  

I can't believe it has been 2 years.  It has flown by so fast.  When I first saw you I was in the 10th grade and you were in the 9th.  You walked onto the bus and I first seen your shoes then worked my way up and when I saw your face something in me fell into place.  I can't explain it, but I knew something.  And everyday after that I looked for you.  When we both left school we stayed in touch with each other.   I waited 6 years for you.  Patiently.  I had other relationships, but for some reason I always knew in my heart that you would come into my life in a big way.  And you did.  Perfect timing as well because I had just got out of a horrible relationship.  One that made me have my doubts about boys, but not about you.  You are the best thing to ever happen to me.  I'm so thankful for you and your wonderful family.  I'm so lucky to have you in my life.  You make it worth living.  You are perfect.  And I'm ready for the years to come with you :]
I Love You

YOU

are the LOVE of my life.

You make me the happiest person ever.

You are the one person constantly on my mind.

You are the the one I want to wake up beside for the rest of my life.

In 2 days we will have been together for 2 years.
I'm so lucky to have you.

I love You.

 purrty hair

 when I get glasses... they will be like these!

 love!

 Dawwwww

 I <3<3<3 Them

Clevahh

Te-he-he

I really like how I am learning so much stuff about alcohol.  Sounds weird that it excites me, but it does.  I'm able to recommend stuff for people.  I get to taste new products so I have first hand knowledge of the taste.  I'm able to recognize a lot of bottles without seeing the labels.  And I know what not to get when I go to a bar.  I love it.  It feels good to know these things.  And I don't even drink a lot.  I only drink when I go out.  And I'm a home body sooo I go out maybe a few times a month.  Anyhow I just thought I would share that but what I really want to blog about are the events that took place last night... oh where to begin.  So last night Deal Me In played Murphy's.  So that's going out for me so I drank my usual vodka/v8splash drink.  Deelicious.  Well.  Kayla picked me up and we headed back to her apt and hung out and talked about everything and so and so.  Well Kayla drank herself a whole bottle of wine and it kind of went into a blur from there.  She got a little too tipsy and I had to accompany her home, as soon as we leave DMI goes on and I miss their whole set.  It sucked but when a friend is in need I will be there to help.  And she happens to be my bff so I can't just leave her.  Anyhow the night was fun and I had a good time.  I will NOT miss the next DMI show! Heck NO!!! :]

Hungry

Man lately I've really been wanting some fried catfish.  I tried it for the first time a couple weeks ago.  A co-worker ordered some and when he found out that I never tried it before he "made" me eat half of his haha.  But it was delicious and boy have I been missing out.  I don't really eat a lot of fish, but lately I have been craving it.  It was also the first time I have ever had a hush puppy...mannnn.  Sooo freakin good.  And now I want some.

Deal Me In show tonight at 9 at Murphys!  Before hand though Kayla and I will be enjoying some devine chocolate wine that we have at the store I work at.  So tonite shall be fun indeed!  And since I was really bummed their show got cancelled on Halloween, I'm really stoked for the show tonite!

Visitor

So last week my Best Friend of 10+ years came down on leave to visit me!  I was really excited that she came down I just wish she was in better spirits.  She is going through a bad break-up that I can definitely relate to, and my goal was to make her laugh and have a good time.  We talked a lot but not as much as we should have.  I wish I didn't have to work the whole time she was down.  Last time she came to visit it was much different.  We went somewhere everyday, and did nothing but talk and talk.  But we are both going through things, her a relationship and me stress.  It was different because of the places we are in right now that it was almost a little weird and awkward at times.  I didn't want her to see my stress come out and it did.  But at least we did have good times when I was off and had some much needed fun.  I wish I could have taken more pictures but all I have is my phone for pictures on account of nooo camera :/   But these came out pretty good.

 CK's

 We ventured downtown and went looking for a bathroom and walked in on a news cast in the Peabody.

 It was freezing

 I asked her to take a picture close up... jerk!

 this is the edward hair... or windy day... whichevaaaa

 waiting  for a trolley... first time for me and I've lived here for years

 She didn't know what to do

 weirdo

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Yello

allllmost done... kind of.

Thinking about

I'm thinking about going back to my original blog name. "Little Foot".  It's what I started and more and more I think about it I miss the name.  So I'm doing a new layout and new header for Little Foot and changing this blog to it.  My other blog I won't delete because It holds so many things for me... but I will be changing this blog name.  Soon.

Who.

I have noticed lately that I have changed my attitude a lot towards people.  I used to just respond to people with an ok or a head nod, I'd listen to what they said without saying what I wanted to back.  I took a lot of crap and didn't care.  Now I speak my mind freely.  And I tell people what I really think.  I respond with my real answers and I like it.  People walked all over me and I let them, but not anymore and it feels pretty good.  Not gonna lie.

Troubles.

bloggers block.... designing a new template.