Monday, July 23, 2012

Music Monday!


I apologize for my lack of posts.  I feel like a horrible blogger because of it.  I've just been having some personal problems and being super stressed out.  Timmy leaves in 2 days for his 17 day tour. And having to deal with all of this crap while he is away makes me incredibly sad.  I know that doesn't sound very long, but people fail to realize that He is my best friend in the entire world.  We come home to each other every single day.  So being apart even for 2 and a half weeks is difficult.  And because of problems from the past, it kind of makes me uneasy to be away from him.  I'm not like a lot of people who have a unattached relationship.  I'm sure for those people being away from each other is nothing and it doesn't bother them in the slightest. But we aren't those couples.  Sheesh I swear it doesn't feel like I have had a day off in a couple weeks.  My weekends are so busy, and not always in a good way, that I don't really get a day to just sit and read and enjoy a quiet off day.  But this is growing up.  Next phase is finding a place of my own to call home.  That will be much easier since we are going to be rooming with Kayla and her Eric.  So rent will be do-able.  I just don't want that constant struggle.  I had that my entire child hood and just want to be semi-comfortable.  But we shall see.  Well Enjoi this music.  It's Rosi Golan and William Fitzsimmons.  Two of my faaaaavorite singers.  Their voices alone are amazing, but together = mind blown.  

Monday, July 16, 2012

Music Monday

Gold Motel's new album just came out and it is beyond words amaaaazing!  I'm in love.  I love their sound.  It's what I hope to try to achieve with what Timmy and I are doing.  Anyhow this is what's getting me going this lovely Monday afternoon. Enjoi!

Thursday, July 12, 2012

annoyance.

As my subtitle states...I will ramble..rant...blahblahblah..  And so I begin.  You are a hypocrite.  You lost a puppy dog and gained one.  I used to like you.  Not anymore.  You only ever act cold towards me. You always put others down for things they do or don't like, but it's ok for you to "hate" on shit like that.  Grow the fuck up you child.  You can't do this same stupid immature shit forever.  Not everyone has the same luxuries.  People actually have to work a real job for what they have.  I have more that I want to say...but honestly it's probably too mean.  And I'm gonna take the other route and just stop here.  I support my man and will continue to do so.  But nobody else.  

Tuesday, July 3, 2012




It's been a good minute since I've done a "Dress Love" post, and I was already drooling over all the pretty new dresses on modcloth that I decided it had to be done.  Look at these babies! Gahh, this is the time I wish I had an endless supply of money.  I can never have too many dresses.  I just wish I could find cuter ones at stores around.  I've always been a little wary about buying them off of the internet, because I like to try a dress on before I buy it.  It would just suck to order one I really really want, then wait for it only to try it on and it not fit.  Sad Face.  Anyhow, yes I would love alllll of these and my birthday is only 7 months away! Haha!  

I can't believe it's already July.  Tomorrow is the 4th!  Sucks though because I live in the city and we can't light fireworks :[   But we do get to bbq and light sparklers and all that jazz, so I'm happy.  Especially because I get to be around family and my Love.  

I've had readers blog lately and I just can't stand it.  I have so much other things to do and I like to make time to read.  I'm a bit obsessive sometimes about reading because it is almost like therapy for me.  It takes me away from all the craziness and into my own world.  But I haven't found any books that spark my interest since I finished the 50 Shades Trilogy.  So if any of you readers want to suggest some books to me, that would be pretty awesome of you!